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Milk, Fever, and Gastritis

Hellowww oowww ooowww,

How’s your day? mine, not really great, since this is my first day of work after 3 days in row not working, and regarding that today is the official “day off” based on “sudden announcement” of our government regulation, which piss me off!!! the more I mention it, the more I get piss! okay, that was not the topic that I’d like to write in this post… maybe next time… ^^

and again… welcome to my absurd, odd and yet so not important blog ^^ hehehe… but trust me this blog help me a lot to transfer my mood, share my story and thought, and of course in my unbelievably queer style ^^ So in this post I’ll write about the chronicle how I get gastritis again! since that there are millions of people asking my healthy… *even most of them knew I was sick, from my tricky status or answer :p wkwkwkwk* but then, there’s a lot of lesson here… so please read carefully…


It’s all starting with last weekend, saturday 7th may 2011, I went shopping, and I saw this gorgeous strawberries in the display… and they keep calling my name *that’s why I bought it*

what will I gonna do with those strawberry? I don’t like the sour taste, not big fan of sour fruit… so I start to imagine… lot of recipe *yes, I’m exaggerating it* then, it came out with strawberry milkshake! and yes we do need the milk then… and I found my favorite milk, Gr**nfields, I love that milk! it was my “coffee exchange” drink when I was in college, as my energy drink at night before the exam day 😀 a carton a night. And how’s that strawberry milkshake turns out? failed! the strawberry got rotten… cause I get sick hiks…

So… I have this a big carton of my favorite milk in refrigerator, ready to mix with the strawberries, but one night, on Thursday night, I have this passion to drink the milk as the substitution of my night meal, so I drank about one… two.. and yup three glasses of milk on a night… so delicious o it was :p

and then… Daaaaang.. at the middle of the night, I got this stomach ache.. diarrhea I got! and successfully emptied my stomach at a night. and it was a Thursday, that means my fasting day… so.. what did I had on mind on that time??

diarrhea… acute one I believe… so that means on the whole day.. I hypothesize myself that during day… I’ll got diarrhea acute, so my fast decision was to still have fasting, since by fasting I definitely won’t get diarrhea, since I’m not put anything to my stomach! okay… done! fasting still on… coz I do believe.. by fasting won’t kill us! yes it won’t! but… hiks

by the time I should have my early breakfast before I start my fasting that day, I felt too lazy since my body so weak coz the diarrhea, then decided again that I will pass my early breakfast… so fasting starting with the will only…

and yup…. totally disaster!!! that was my bad decision! fasting should be done in the fit condition…

so… my hypothesis regarding the diarrhea is correct.. a hundred percent… I didn’t get diarrhea all that day… but my stomach not feeling so good… plus I’m too weak! I did the normal activity but no carbo to be burnt into energy… and no energy to support my activity -___-” so it was, the gastric was working, but none in it to be worked at… so the gastritis occurred hiks…

and yup… bad decision.. finally I had my fasting finish line time… I cook my meal, ate it with laziness since that I have no energy…. I finish it.. and I got so weak still… then… fever… yup… I got fever… all that night my body temperature increase… damn so miss my mom on that time…

and yup… I asked for a day off in the morning, noticing that I still not in my fit condition.. plus… got little shock when seeing my tongue in the mirror.. it was so pale… I was so scared if I’m having typhus… I can’t imagining myself lying in the bed.. in the hospital alone.. oh no…
so I managed myself to have a descent meal.. and less move my body get totally bed rest… and then I couldn’t avoid to tell my mom… between regret and glad on that time…

regret, coz I made my mom worry… glad, because my mom told me, that “pale” tongue it could be because of the diarrhea… *Alhamdulillah…*

but I still manage myself to have bed rest… to avoid that worst case of scenario… but… everything were blew off by the phone ringing…
something happened in the work… and they need me to fix thing… so.. working was started.. proper bed rest… how are you there…

but Thanks God it could be done before day…. and during that day… I didn’t get any fever again… but there were definitely something wrong with stomach… coz sometime it hurts… and it was fast to feel empty or hungry again… and yup… my gastritis is officially recurrence…

since that time… hunger attacks lot of time… I have this must to eat actively.. not let my stomach empty.. and drink the medicine every night for a week.. which I failed to obey it… hehhehe…
and since then… I have to stock food in my bag :p and bon appetite… fuiihhh it was shamefully big… hahahhaa 😀

so it was my story about Milk, Fever and Gastritis…

now, time for the morale…
as Allah SWT mentioned in the Al Qur’an… any thing that is over done, is not good ‘”segala sesuatu yang berlebihan adalah tidak bagus” and that’s correct!!! too much drink milk not good!!!

okay.. enough for boring me…
take a good care of your health please..
coz health is so expensive when you were sick :p

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My Opinion on "I am Number Four"

Hellooooooo…

Last night I’ve just seen this movie, an sci-fi movie called “I AM NUMBER FOUR” I got interested in seeing this movie coz I saw a nice thriller of this movie in the tv cable, and yup because that the actors look so gorgeous ^^

First, I Loooooooveeeeeeeee this movie ^^ yup… it’s not surprising movie *as other action movie* but it’s definitely unforgettable one for me… How’s so?

Simple, this action, science fiction movie, was about alien teenager (from the Lorien Planet) so.. it’s not hard type of movie… the story was quite simple and common… yup.. so common, so that we could guess what will happen next… and how’s the ending… plus, the action… not too extraordinary… it’s just so common action.. so common effect that they used in this movie, not bad… bad not too “wow” if you know what I mean…


so what makes this movie so special for me? despite the handsome and beautiful actress they cast for it. and despite that the story taking background of teenager and alien ^^ hmmm…. maybe this one of review I found in the internet, can describe how I could be in love with this movie…

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I was pleasantly surprised by this film!

21 March 2011 | by sheriesuter (United States) – See all my reviews

I found this film while looking for something to take my 14 year old son to. I was not expecting more then your standard action flick,I was pleasantly surprised! The effects were very good and believable. But what really got me was the well developed story line and characters. The actors all did a wonderful job of bringing these people to life and making you care about what happens to them. Which I find to be the number one thing missing in most of today’s action films. I am Number Four does not fall into that trap at all! Yes it is high action, yes there are spectacular special effects, but far more importantly, you care about these characters, you can relate to them, you leave the theater wanting more. I highly recommend this film and really hope they continue the story!

hehe.. I highlighted my couldn’t agree more part in that review ^^ and Yes!!! the movie, the actor developed the characters so well… not only one character but almost all… remembering that there were not much character in the movie :p and this movie, makes us care about the character…. and yes! I wanting more when the credit shows in the end of the movie… hua…. wondering what their journey next… and how’s the character will develop next… ohhhh I like it… I like it… now I know that I won’t get bored if I have to see this movie again and again ^^

haha.. enough ’bout me… how’s the movie story, for the synopsis of the movie you could visit this site:

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/I_Am_Number_Four
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/I_Am_Number_Four_%28film%29

or the official web
http://findnumberfour.com/

When I read in wikipedia, they said that this movie based on novel with the same title author by Pittacus Lore. ooohhh….. make me want to read the book :p And I heard that there’s sequel for this movie… can’t wait… can’t wait…

Overall it’s really enjoyable movie!!! Love it, love it…

hanny

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I wanna go home…

playing on my head:

Another aeroplane
Another sunny place
I’m lucky I know
But I wanna go home
Mmmm, I’ve got to go home

Let me go home
I’m just too far from where you are
I wanna come home

Yup, Michael Buble – Home… the most favorite song… remains me of home… which always make me want to go home… Baiti Jannati – Rumahku Surgaku – My home is my heaven on earth… that’s quote fit me well…

anytime I have trouble, feel insecure, I always come back to my home… looking for a peaceful in mind… and anytime I’m back.. that is everytime I heal security, comfort, and a mind peace… everytime…

remembering, back at college… when I got this shocking feeling… I feel this big vacillation in my soul… feel insecurity… in uncomfortable zone everytime… what I did was coming home… -and pray of course- then… I found myself getting better, evethough there’s nothing much I can do at home… I was just stay at home… that’s why I believe in baiti jannati… and hopefully someday I can build one for my children… amien

and now.. that song is keep playing in my head… i wanna go home… something wait me there.. I know for sure… I just know… [or I just run away from my problem… I really dont care… coz I know I’ll be fine there].

still singing on my head:

And I’m surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel alone
Oh, let go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

Let me go home
I’ve had my run
Baby, I’m done
I gotta go home
Let me go home
It will all right
I’ll be home tonight
I’m coming back home

mom… your daughter need a hug here…

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akibat bergaul dengan Pasutri

Hey there… how’s life? Is everything rite? Hopefully everyone’s fine even better. So this is my second week in a new mess, happy? I am… it almost like family here… we connected by that family room in front of our rooms… that family room turns to be our watching tv room, our dining room, and our chat room. That room was surprisingly turns to be our gravitation in this house.

And regarding the topic, as all we are know (I assume all of you already know J this is my blog I own the rules) my dear house mate MRQ is already married and they’re having long distance married or we called it Cinta Satu Malam (ooohhh…. indahnya… ohhh capeknya.. hehhehe). And as we all know, many of my gals friend (XMT ’08) is already married, like my married bibi’, teteh, and bi’ nito. And since that our company contract regulation ends in the end of August, now, everyone is racing to have baby… *I want it tooo….. hiks*

My married bibi’ seems success to be the first to have baby, it’s almost two month now, and MRQ is also trying to have one too… hehehhe… this weekend, actually her turned to visit her husband in Pekanbaru. First, she seemed to postpone her visiting, regarding how messed our mess is, and she want to unpack and bla bla bla… but then Saturday dawn… she came to my room, and said to me… “hon, I want to go to Pekanbaru today, is that okay?”

And me in my sleep answered “oo… it’s okay say..” then I continued dreaming. Morning come, I was awake.. and I ran to her room, accompany her to do the packing thing to meet her husband. And then there she went… byuuuh… just like the wind *exaggerating I am*

Monday dawn, she went home.. so tired…on our way to the office, she told me that she had test pack, and it’s negative. And when we had this diner together just now, she’s complaining how her stomach hurt… and we kind a always say “maybe you’re pregnant” and that is for everything… anything is for the pregnant thing.. like vitamin E is good to help pregnancy happened… the coconut water is good for the uterus, the sprout good for fertility, the greenpeal good for pregnancy…. even pizza is good for pregnancy… everything behalf the name of good for pregnancy… make anything legal to be eaten to support the pregnancy thing… hehehhehe…*some of it, is true*

Then MRQ said to us -me and m’ayu- “apparently making baby is not as easy as people thing, as not as easy as in the movie” flash back to all the sinetron about having baby coz one night sex… then we are all agreed… how tv describing how easily girls to get pregnant by one accidental sex. Hehhehe… and another our crazy theory comes out… “maybe we need the same ingredient as the tv described to make a baby..”

In the tv, we usually see how this lover… fall in love each other.. have a great relation.. then they come too much.. and ended up in the hotel room *sinetron sensor it of course.. hehehhe* and in the following morning, the girl wake up with white blanket covered her body and sit on the bed beside the man… then crying… the man confused and try to calm the girl… and not long after that.. the girl has the morning sick.. and Voillaaa…. this is it… you will have a baby…

Maybe, that’s the patern to make a baby.. hehehhe… we have to wake up beside our man… and crying.. wakkakakkaka….

Mak Na… laughing… agreed.. but then she said… “that means I can’t prove that theory hon”. “maybe both of you have to try that theory in your first nite gals” she adding up and pointing me and M’ayu. Coz she has theory that the pattern maybe will work if it’s the first nite… hahhahhahhaha.. and she already do passed the first night… wakakkaka…

So guys and girl… if you want to have a baby.. maybe you can follow our theory.. and if you dont want to get pregnant yet.. please don’t cry on your first night *DAAAAAAAAAAAANG*

Hahahhaha… happy trying our stupid and thoughtless theory…

Note: if u try it, and it works… please let us know (coz, one person proves this theory quite true… hahahha)

Hanny
write on Monday, 16 August 2010
We will have this conversation a lot as far as she hasn’t get pregnant yet
*wondering when my time to be pregnant… I kind a miss those little and soft hand*

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things on my head

Deep down in me.. maybe I am still wondering why? *but I’m too afraid to ask… coz I believe whatever it was you already thought about it… you already put all of the facts and risk… and for me you are the most mature man that I ever known that ever closed to me… so those decision for me is a valid one… a strong one…* even… somehow sometimes… I still dont get it… I am still wondering… but… let’s move on… 

I prefer to have rough-ugly break up to a calm and so nice break up (If there’s a relationship, what so ever it was)… It’s easier to cure a pain that can be seen then cure a pain that we don’t know exactly where it is..

and I do realized it’s hard to me to be just friend with him (which sometimes it makes me confuse, so if it’s now friend then what we were before???) -__-a

I guess, I quite forget how to laugh with you… (everything seems not funny at all with you)

wolverine or cyclops? ugh.. I still want both in one man… more cyclops when with me 😛 coz I like to be cared and love to care someone I love ^^ and more wolverine to have fun *I couldn’t think clear now… babbling babbling and babbling… gosh… I know Allah has plan for me… 

there’s sunshine after the rain…

some are true… and some, it’s really true 😛

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five years ago

almost in axact time, 5 years ago, me as a student, I got sick…  my throat I didn’t know why but sometimes it got so itchy.. and not just that I also got a cold… but the cold wasn’t that bad… the itchy throat was the worst… coz everytime my throat got itchy I always got cough -terrible one-… it was so terrible until everytime I cough… I cough till cry… and it was also take effect on my voice… I have terrible voice just like old people… so scary.. and it all was happened for almost a month… even in my birthday… that’s why I called it it almost 5 years ago…

so it was started on late may, I guess… I have the  symptoms after I joined as a surveyor for a BUMN in Gresik… the job was easy.. sit watch people and make markings in our work paper… coz that simple and lot of time needed there.. I kind a seldom to move my body.. no exercise at all… since that I have to start at very early morning and came home late… then sleep… no exercise at all… but tired! then after the survey comes the time training in my lab… and that was how I got my terrible itchy throat…

a tortured month… my mom so worried.. any medicine she gave me no taking effect than making it worst… she gave me the hot ginger drinks… hot water always… anything to make me less cough… coz my cough was so terrible that could make my mom so sad seeing me… and I was had less then a month to recover or to be health.. since that in July I have to go to my english course in Perth… my parents already paid it… everything was already set…

she gave up.. she took me to her friend, lung specialist… I had to take a x-ray, and the result… change my life… my sport activity…. I had this anomaly in my backbone… scoliosis… not bad.. but it needs extra care… it needs treatment.. and it had a lot of rules… I’m not allowed to use my arm in unbalance carrier… so that means… it better for me not to lift up heavy things, not to use one hand bag… so backpack is the most save one! the big line is I have to use my arms in balance condition… so I’m not allowed anymore to play basket… to play tennis, to play badminton… and that’s quit torturing… sometime I still do those activity… hehhhehehe… can’t not to… my mom always told me to do the exercise that doctor gave me… but I very seldom in doing it.. coz I forget which side is the more acts…Bismillah… Allah gave me this… it must have reason.. and advantages for me…

back to my bad throat… even in my birthday that time.. when nino, nad-nad, geod, and nito called me… ugh… it was answered with big cough… I was so happy they called but I was too sick to express it on that time… but then the doctor said that… there’s something in my bronchus it looks like asthma symptom… and this was happened coz I have allergic… then..my mom stop me from drinking hot ginger drink… and push me to get exercise to eliminate my allergic or to push out my morphine….

so since that… I quite routine doing exercise… when it home.. in the weekend.. my mom, my father took me walking and jogging to GOR or to anywhere which had PECEL Madiun… wakakakkaka… so the goal was the breakfast… and when in my boarding house.. I also did jogging with my junior round ITS… I still remember taniyong.. she was my companion in jogging in ITS… but she always had itchy in her leg while jogging… hehehhehe… but she was so nice want to accompany me jogging… and I also did aerobic in my room in my boarding house… and I also took my junior to join me exercise, taniyong again and sazia… hehehhe… it was so funny… my room wasn’t that big.. with big cupboard and table and computer… but it could be used to aerobic for three!!! hehehehhe….

after I moved from boarding house to my home… the exercise phase change into jogging in treadmill… and it usually 3 times a week…

Alhamdulillah.. I can manage to recover from my sick…. eventhough it’s still not 100% recover… my mom with very hard.. let me went to Perth… she was so worried since that in Perth on that time was cold season… but actually I had lot of exercise in Perth… I walking a lot… sometimes… sue and len -my parent there- took me jogging… and the tracks were so long… and meanwhile they walked I ran… hehhehe that was because the different of the food step length… and my friend.. uhh I forget her name… also like to took me jogging with her in the evening… and my travelling partner… indro-dita-vemmy-damian-uhm… I forget the last one… they just love to travelling everywhere… just see the map.. and here we go… uhhh I love those spirit.. I never met a group like them after them… hiyaaaa… love the spontaneous….love the craziness…

this is the pict of my class in perth

and now… I kind a have the same symptom as 5 years ago… and I guess all this time I kind a forget what Allah already gave… and what Allah already try to tell me… I need my exercise… I need to manage my food… my health… bismillahirrohmanirrohim… hopefully I don’t have to take same path like before…

‘knapa semuanya baru disadari dengan kesadaran tingkat tinggi setelah merasakan sakit?’
semoga Engkau berikan kesehatan dan keselamatan yang baik bagi kami semua… amin
Bismillah

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C.U.R.H.A.T

mari kita bahas sesuatu yang lain kali ini… bosen kan ndengerin ocehan ato curhat h0n yang ga jelas… hehehehe…
kali ini mari kita bahas tipe curhat… tapi sebelumnya curhat tuh apaan sih??
hmm.. curhat kepanjangan dari ‘curahan hati’ yah berarti bisa dikata sebagai ungkapan hati… istilah curhat sendiri buat h0n itu lebih private… karena curhat biasanya tidak dilakukan dihadapan khalayak banyak *hmm… walopun ada beberapa orang yang melakukannya…kayak pers conference-nya artis ato yang ‘sok ngartis’ hehehe…*
pers conference sendiri buat h0n bukan curhat yang bener2 curhat, karena biasanya ada motif terselubung.. entah motif apakah itu.. yang jelas ada motif lah.. kalo ga ngapain curhat di depan umum? *ok we won’t discuss about that since that I never had pers conference before :p*

karena selama ini h0n sering sekali oleh teman h0n dijadiin tempat curhat… (alhamdulillah h0n dapet kepercayaan untuk mendengarkan isi hati mereka.. percaya apa engga.. curhatan mereka itu membawa warna baru… entah itu masukan, pengalaman, atau bahkan hanya sebuah perasaan bahwa h0n dibutuhkan.. and it feels so nice to know that we are valued to some of friends), h0n suka curhat ga? hmmm termasuk suka curhat juga… tapi h0n sadar ga semua masalah kudu dicurhatkan dan ga semua orang kudu mendengar semua curhat… intinya.. sebelum melakukan curhat pasti ada filternya… dan filter ini disatu orang dengan orang yang lain pasti berbeda… karena itu h0n membedakannya dalam beberapa tipe curhat…

Tipe Tipe Curhat:

  • kamu cukup dengerin ajah. jadi curhat model begini itu, kita cuma dituntut untuk mendengarkan saja, tanpa dituntut untuk kasih pendapat atau kasih judgement karena bakalan useless…nah dan ini itu sebenernya bisa dibagi dalam beberapa tipe lagi:
    • dengerin ceritaku yah…kalo yang ini biasanya cukup mendengarkan cerita teman kita dengan seksama… mengkaji… dan memberikan respon… tapi jangan harap bakal dilakuin… dipikirin mungkin iya.. dilakuin kayak e engga..
    • sini sini… aku butuh dipeduliin...nah kalo yang ini.. biasanya butuh extra perhatian…selain mendengarkan kadang kita perlu nunjukkin kalo kita ada… little bit hug.. it will help…
    • aku butuh tempat bombay…kalo yang ini… biasanya pelaku curhat lagi bener bener emosi.. ato sedih… saking sedihnya sebenernya dia cuma butuh tempat cerita and buat nangis ajah… dan ini agak sulit biasanya karena dia nangis jadi agak sulit mencerna apa masalahnya…
    • butuh tempat pelampiasan... kalo ini yang paling kejam… curhat sambil main fisik… biasanya kalo dah saking bete nya ma orang… dia bakal melakukan curhat sambil main fisik… seakan akan kita tempat curhat adalah orang yang disebelin… dan sebagai tempat curhat yah.. kita pasrah ajah lah.. sambil pinter2 ngeles.. hehehehe
  • minta pendapat atau solusi… nah ini curhat yang agak dewasa… biasanya pelaku curhat memaparkan permasalahan yang dihadapi dengan harapan ingin meminta pendapat ato solusi… di sini peran kita bener dituntut untuk mampu mendengarkan, memahami… dan memposisikan diri…
  • “aku butuh temen” yang ini sedikit berbeda… biasanya mereka yang melakukan curhat bukan termasuk orang yang biasa mengutarakan isi hati… atau orang yang ga mau orang lain tau permasalahannya.. tapi mereka tetep butuh orang lain itu memahami… yang paling dibingungi… gimana mo paham kalo ga tau permasalahannya… tapi berdasarkan pengalaman h0n… yang namanya curhat ya ga usah terlalu dipaksa… kalo ga mau curhat ya sudah… kalo curhat ya monggo… tapi biasanya yang model gini sebenernya butuh motivasi dari temennya… butuh kesadaran bahwa dirinya sebenernya ga sendiri tapi ada kita sebagai temen… kalo yang kayak gini.. lebih baik ditemenin ajah… didengerin ajah apa yang dia bilang (biasanya perumpamaan perumpamaan yang ga seberapa jelas.. tapi ya gitu dengerin ajah. so intinya… be there when your friend need you!
  • ‘pokoknya kamu tahu kan aku ada pikiran’ nah yang ini hampir setipe dengan di atas… kalo di atas totally misterius kalo yang ini… biasanya pelaku curhat akan mengatakan tema atau inti permasalahan atau cuma topik permasalahan yang ada pada diri mereka… tapi setelah itu jangan harap dapat detail story… karena intinya dari curhatnya itu… ini aku lagi ada masalah… dan kamu tau kan sekarang kalo aku ada masalah… karena the next sentence setelah dia bilang inti atau topik curhatnya… dia bakal bilang ntar dech aku ceritain sekarang lagi ga mood atau alasan serupa lah… dan siap siap… jangan berharap untuk dapat detail story… yang kayak gini.. enak dia yang curhat dan bikin penasaran yang dicurhatin… tapi orang kan beda beda… diterima aja lah… ^^
  • curhat setengah nah yang ini aku paling sering nieh… hehehhe… pengennya cerita… tapi ga pengen juga orang lain tau… hehehe… karena itu kadang ceritanya mbulet… hehehe… dan bikin bete yang dicurhatin karena biasanya mereka ga dapat inti permasalahan.. atau ga bisa kasih nasehat karena bingung apa masalahnya… hehehhe….

hue… ternyata panjang juga yah… ulasan di atas semuanya berdasarkan pengalaman… hanny seneng ajah sih dipercaya ma temen temen buat dijadiin tempat curhat… seneng karena bisa ada buat mereka disaat mereka butuh.. seneng karena bisa bermanfaat… 
hiyaaah.. dulu ada yang bilang ‘kita kan teman berbagi…’ hiyaaah kalimat itu masih terngiang bahkan mematri… *walopun mungkin yang ngomong kata-kata itu ga bersungguh-sungguh atau bahkan dah lupa* hehehehe… tapi kata kata itu mang dahsyat… ayo ayo… teman berbagi ku… I’m waiting… hehehe…