yes, this is the time!

It might used to be my mistake
for being that self centered
for just thinking “Me”
for just being “Me”
that I’ve already known for a long time…

which still I couldn’t change
which I’d love to change it – for you
but I don’t know how…

Or it might be your mistake
for not be square with me
for not shared with me
for just being a man
But, believe me, I did forgive you

Sorry, for not being honest,
for not showing how I felt
for not communicating it
But, trust me… in my head
all that communication with you went okay
went so well…
But then, I realized it was just in my thought
in my thought only…
😦

I’d love to make a move
I’d like to say a word
Coz I realized…

I miss talking to you
I miss laughing with you
I miss quarreled with you
I miss sharing dream with you
Now I realized I miss and missed all those things
😦

Time goes by
I ready to make my move
but then, it wasn’t the same
😦

It’s different from it used to be
It’s awkward right now
I have already tried
maybe not my best

But knowing how it went
how your reaction

I guess now… I know…

Yes, this is the time
to let you go
to emptiness my head – from you

Yes, this is the time
to live my life again
🙂

Bismillahirrohmanirrohim

Love,
hanny