Test & Test Again :p


I’m so haaaapppyyyyy………… sejak 2 mgguan yg lalu aq mulai mual2. Ketika sdg diam, tiba2 aja mual tp blm tentu sampai muntah.

Minggu pertama : ketika ngerasa mual, lgsg gatel pengen dites pk alat pregnancy test, mski br 2 hr sblmnya dites dan hasilnya (-). So, dlm waktu 1mggu ini aq dites 2x, saking GR nya udh knp2 :p

Minggu ke-2 : Hr senin mual 1x tiba2 d kantor. Hari jumat 2-4x mual2 jg. Hr sabtu pagi lgsg dites pk alat pregnancy test, hasilnya ada 2 strip tp yg 1 sangat kabur, ampe kita g yakin (tp tetep berharap byk :p). Siangnya kita ke RS sekalian jenguk istri tmn kantor suami yg keguguran. Trnyata g ada dokter utk periksa klo hr Sabtu, jdnya kita cm jenguk aja. Hasil dr jenguk, aq malah jd khawatir, mengingat dia keguguran stlh mudik dan mulai pendarahan stlh turun dr pesawat. Pdhl aq hr Minggu ini mau k jkt utk dinas terkait SAP. Pulang dr rumah sakit plus esok harinya (hari Minggu), aq dites lg pk pregnancy test. Hasilnya sama, strip kedua msh buram. So, minggu ini aq dites 3x dlm 2 hr, dg perasaan harap2 cemas :p

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Next step.. Djaga tuh kandungan..tapi jangan terlalu khawatir juga.. Coz worry can trigger stress and stress really not good for health.. Okay..
Smooch smooch..
Can’t wait too see ur little baby born :p
Bismillah ya teh ^^



cin[T]a is a movie…
cin[T]a is an indie movie…

it was all started with I’m browsing for movie Sang Pencerah to completed my post, and then I also find this movie, called cin[T]a… I ever heard the story.. and I like it a lot when I took a peek at the story… wow.. it’s indie… with great resume that really works to make people curious about the movie (they got me!) okey, here are the official review taken from http://www.godisdirector.com

Cina, played so great by Sunny Soon, an 18 year-old college freshmen, was ready to conquer the world with a strong faith, yet naive, since it had never been tested by failure. and Annisa, played by Saira Jihan, is a 24 year-old college senior whose education was held back because of her career in the movie industry. Her fame and beauty left her so lonely that she drew a sad face on her finger as her companion. Until one day, another finger came and she was no longer lonely. and GOD, is the most unpredictable character. Everybody tries to describe Him. Everybody thought they knew Him. Every art tried to figure Him. But nothing is really like Him…or Her.

“Why do You create us differently if You only want to be worshiped in one way?”      
and God loves them both      
But Cina and Annisa cannot love each other      
because they call God by different names

okay… nice one rite? hmm the story is about two people in love which has different religion. they said.. lot of religion dialogues in the movie… and they also commented that the cinematography is terrific. love before seeing the movie… and short story… I finally can see the movie by rent it.

and here’s my review:

the movie topic? excellent… it was brilliant… and very different… and it’s really happened in our circumstances (I like how the movie’s topic is chose differently.. not like many others of Indonesia movie, various topics are really needed in Indonesia, and sometime simple topic or common happened topic could be a great movie -see Japan and Korea, they do have lot of topic’s in the movie- so great job!!)

the story? uhm… I like it… I love it.. I fall in love with Cina and Annisa… but why.. why… why… it ends not a happy ending… why.. *sorry spoiler 😦 so sorry* but even though you’ve already known the ending -just like me before- the movie still worth and not annoyed to be watch… hey.. even me, myself already watch it twice in a nite… 😛

the character and cast? wow… I love Cina… and Sunny played so well… meanwhile Annisa.. I like the character… but maybe Annisa is too much soft… so for me.. kind a not real… but… still we will love Annisa of course… and Saira she’s good to be Annisa.

the overall movie? Great One!! but… gosh the music in the beginning is totally messed! many commentator said so… even though in the end not so disturbing. then, the cinematography terrific… lot of beautiful scenes…  almost in every chapter is so artistic… beautiful… beautiful… beautiful… and overall story, great… but sometime I’m not really understand why… it just like… it was softly flow… but then… make me think.. why they can?? how it can be… still make me think.. and not satisfied with the whole story this movie try to share to us… guess… they take it less deep… and disappointed one is the end…  hiks…

And I love the finger acts in this movie… wow… really nice… it seems that those finger tell us story!! love it… love it… so much ^^

Ok.. hopefully… someday…they make the repackage of this movie… with nicer movie score!! hopefully…

and they said there are the longer version of this movie… about 90 minutes length, longer than 70 minutes cin[T]a that I’ve seen last nite… how.. how.. can I have it? *curious.. curious… BIG CURIOUS!*

It really do a Good Movie!! thank you…


beautiful Indonesia · mE..Me...aNd me...

Romantic Dinner

this post created after having discussion with my friend, who’s been busy preparing the everlasting unforgettable full of moment romantic dinner. fuiiihhhh…. long rite? that’s why this romantic dinner is so special to him.

any women love to have one. who doesn’t want? any women will be flattered to be treated like that ^^

can you describe a romantic dinner, with ur loving one, of course? hmm… most of us… or the standard and yet so universal answers would be the candle light dinner. in where? in any place which has lot of candles, or surround by vague lights (that’s the basic environment that could create a romantic situation *the writer is quite “sotoy” here hehehhe :P* and the place can be anywhere… in the fancy restaurant, in the beach, in the rooftop… any place that you can imagine and like… gosh… romantic rite? ^^

actually… is it truly the ingredient that create romantic situation…. I dont know coz never have it yet :p but I do believe it’s depend on who the person with… not the candle or the food, or the place….

and what about your romantic dinner? *hmm… bet you like it a lot when you describe it…*

and truly… still can’t imagine myself in that candle light dinner in a fancy place… hehehhe… coz I guess is not me… but don’t I want it? yes of course.. can’t say no to an offer like that… but maybe… not really suit me…

for me the romantic dinner will be like… *ngayal.com is starting here*
since that I kind a family girl… so I like stuff that warm and not too quiet.. romantic for me.. not always have to be roses, candles, or dolls… hehehhe… and not in fancy place… *coz it will have moving limitation, and not really match with my laughing voice, coz when I’m happy I like to smile and laugh.. and I’m laughing out loud! and I don’t like quiet* that’s why… a crowded but with a spaced place will be nice… and then the singing of street artist will be much better… and don’t forget tasty food… delicious!!! hmm… remind me of… uggghh… I know, my family candle light dinner in Jimbaran, Bali a long long time ago…

wow… *when it comes the moon.. this place crowded by people hunts for fresh seafood.. and warm circumstance*

it was a long long time ago… along the beach stood many tables and chairs… with candle on it… it was many people there, to have fresh seafood dinner… with the view of the beach (which as I remembered so dark.. since it in the night…) and the very nice rhythm of the waves… gosh… and the dancing candle… the people’s laughing voice… the busy of the waiters delivering food… the street artist sang happy songs… and of course… the delicious food… seafood attacked!! fresh one… so delicious…

and that’s romantic dinner should be fit best for me ^^

aaarrghhh… I’d like to have one… now, start thinking about going to Bali, visiting my dear best friend, xena… and… have my romantic dinner there… yummy :9

for my dear friend… hopefully you’ll find ur best place to have it…
for xena… hmm.. wondering when I could visit you… ^^

love always


Ya Allah, do I put too much hope in him? Is it right to still hoping him? Or should I step back?

Twice of useless hope..another one..then that’s all (via hkl28)

Ya ampyuuun…gak kapok2 jg ni km berharap ma dia??? Fiuuuuhhhh capek deeeeh nasehatin km mah 😦 *btw dia yg km mksd tuh sopo tho han????* (gubrak.com) :p

(via ikan33)

Yang jelas bukan yang “hi han..” Wakakakaka…


If it’s good, I won’t believe it unless u show it.. But if it’s bad, I’ll believe it right-away even it’s only a word

d principle I hold to protect myself from being hurt *not a good one, but I guess it fits me*

hOn’s W0rLd ^^: RAIN [in d past]

I’ve just read a friend’s tweet talking about rain in jakarta a year ago, which brings me back to my own memory of rain in my past *mellow tune… #nowplaying Rain Drops Keep Falling On My Head*

Itu adl salah satu kenangan terindah kita Han.. Tw g? Aq ampe ketawa2 baca blog mu ini (di kantor lho aq bacanya :p) How wonderful is our relationship. Jd pengen ky gt lagiiiii….:D

Kangen aq apa kangen GTB? Wakakakakaka :p

<a href='http://#nowplaying Rain Drops Keep Falling On My Head*

__Itu adl salah satu kenangan terindah kita Han.. Tw g? Aq ampe ketawa2 baca blog mu ini (di kantor lho aq bacanya :p) How wonderful is our relationship. Jd pengen ky gt lagiiiii….:D


‘>hOn’s W0rLd ^^: RAIN [in d past]


RAIN [in d past]

I’ve just read a friend’s tweet talking about rain in jakarta a year ago, which brings me back to my own memory of rain in my past *mellow tune… #nowplaying Rain Drops Keep Falling On My Head*

so it was more than a year ago… when we were still living in L75, when teteh hasn’t married yet… when I’m still involve with my ‘blind’ love… so it was in the evening and it was raining… quite heavy… with wind… Brr… Brrr…Brr… and this teteh, with spoiled asking me to pick her by walking in the rain… with umbrellas of course. and I kind a forget how… he -the golden ticket boy (GTB)- ended up accompany me to pick up teteh, in my memory there was something to do with teteh’s wish…

so it was me and GTB, walking from L75 to the main office… raining, me with my umbrella, GTB with his umbrella… in our way we were talking… how weird and awkward feeling’s GTB got by teteh’s wish… he was afraid and feel very uncomfortable, especially if it got busted by teteh’s boyfriend and my ‘blind’ love… hehehehe… yup, teteh is weird… why she didn’t ask his boyfriend??? -____-“

but then, we realized something.. hey he was so good friend.. eventhough he knew the consequences, he still picked her up… hehehehhe…

it was really nice… d walking… d heavy rain… and walking home with teteh in a umbrella with bare foot ^^